Can't sleep

three more days till uni's over for the winter holiday. can't wait. i've caught a cold. again. i've only been here since september, and have caught 2 colds already. that's not good! i think it's my cali skin that can't that the rough coldness of london. or that i'm a pikey student, and haven't eaten an apple since i've arrived. all i have in my fridge is bread, butter and jam, oh! and of course McVitie's caramel digestives. can't go without. can someone come over and make me some chicken noodle soup and bring me tea?! here's a pic from me and lara's old apartment in downtown la. what a view eh? i think it was on the 9th floor. twas amazing. i miss skating on the huge balcony, people watching, being a block away from the staple center, swimming and tanning on the roof top! and most of all, the downtown lights at nights. beautiful.

Amazing.....

what a day. I've finish my 1 wk project, and very pleased with it. The title of the project is "Autobiography of an Object". I've chosen to use my shoes, since I've been wearing them everyday for the pass few wks. I wanted to see and feel what my shoes felt throughout the days. About being left alone at nights, being left with different pairs of shoes. I got inspired by the lonely shoes thrown over electric wires in Venice beach. The hanging shoes represents my relationships with men. And the contionous line shoes on acetate sheet represents my ups and downs with my own self, towards the end, the size of my shoes are much larger then all the shoes, showing independence and strength. There's more to it, but I'll let you ponder over it.

Why is the sky blue?

Well...it's been a busy week so far. Today is self studies day... and I actually went to uni and stayed till 8pm! I think there's something wrong with me! Really tired though. I had 3 cups of coffee today...probably gonna be up till 3am! Gonna make a nice cuppa and have some cookies! yum yum biscuits in my tum! I'm watching Greys Anatomy at the moment. I've watched the first season on dvd about 10 times. I don't have t.v. in my little box room, so I tend to play my dvds over and over and over and over and over again. I don't think I pay too much attention to it, I just like to have something playing. If I did have a t.v. I'd leave it on, put the t.v. on mute, and play my tunes on the comp. It's a weird thing I do, a waste of electricity as well. I miss going to sleep with the t.v. on. (here's a random pic of me and crissy. had a huge day of shopping and lots of inspiration)

I'm loving uni.

Just finished my essay. Had a really good day at uni, even though I only had 6 hours of sleep. I need 11 hours to function! Starting a new project. Here's some of my ideas for it. I'm really enjoying uni cause I'm happy about the drawings I'm creating. I wouldn't be doing this in LA! Check out my little hanging air max's!!! Reminds me off all the shoes hanging on the electricity wires in Venice. Good times.... good times.

help

it's 2:13am. just had a shower. eating an orange. need a cup a tea. i need to finish my essay. it's only a 500 word essay. it's due wednesday, but i really want to finish it now. i've got 139 words written. and that was 6 hours ago. can't get off the nerd! oh. here's a project i just finished. the title of the project is " Tell someone something you never dared to..." my something was, "listen and get to know me." a message to my father. it was an instalation so, the black box had a sound of a beating heart in morse code(beat by dj session). i wasn't too happy with the finished project. i believe the photo is much better than the actual instalation. the lambs heart drew away too much attention from the meaning. now i need coffee.

Snowboard Premieres

I've been a pro ho lately, going to a few of the snowboarding video premieres. It's been nice getting out of my little room and having a piss ol' time with my mates I haven't seen in years, and meeting loads of new people. This is a picture of me and Richie at the Hungerpain party, the theme was gangster. When I got my outfit together, I just ended up looking like a naughty school girl! Had a good time there, especially dancing my heart off on the dance floor! I've just realized that "Alcohol+Me=Trouble!!!" Can you believe that I just found that out? I'm loving it though, not that I need to check myself into AA or anything. I'm slowing loving living here. I love that I don't have to drive!!! Eventhough at the end of the day when I blow my nose, black stuff comes out! Is that okay? Just wanted to say thanx to Richie and Cazza for helping sort out the hotels when I went to crash with them.

Chelsea College of Arts and Design

School is going well. I've had finished my trials of fine arts, and design. Right now I'm doing media. A little nervous, because I've never did anything in media, except taken loads of pictures of Dingleberries!! The days that I don't bring my sandwich for lunch I eat a plate of cafeteria food. Two quid for a plate of chicken/sausage pasta....and I only got one small square of sausage. poo. The school charges 5p for a small pack of salt. Can you believe that?! My parents paid lots of money for me to come to this school...and they charge for salt and mayo packs!!! Unbelievable. But on the good hand....I've met lots of nice people at school. Lots and lots of young people. Thank goodness I look like a 12 year old!! Every time someone asks how old I am they're surprised and say they thought I was 19!!! Yeah man!! I love being asian. Assessment is coming up soon...and I should be starting the serious work. Getting really excited to see if my old brain still has come creativity! Well...here's a picture of my finished work for fine arts. Thanx everyone who responded to my desire question. The project came out well, lots of positive responses.

Cheese.

I think I'm in love with Cheese. He was always there for me. Through the good times and the bad. He never said I was fat like some lovers did. When I was cold, he would always melt warmly in my mouth. When I was sad, he was there to cheer me up. Why do I love Cheese? Because he's always been good to me. Except for that time during Christmas, when I saw too much of him and gained weight.